Mothers, Daughters, Dublin and Poem of the week (13)
September 27, 2009 at 9:18 pmIt’s a funny thing, looking back at poems I’ve written several years ago. The poem of this week is one I wrote for my daughter, and now reading it again I find that it’s the secondary theme of this poem that strikes me first.

Both my ‘children’ now live in London, and I always look forward to their visits home. This weekend, it was my daughter who came with her boyfriend. There were a couple of things on their itinerary which we managed to achieve on Saturday – the first was a guided tour of her dad’s allotment.

It was several months since I’d been down there and I was overwhelmed by the amount of vegetables still thriving and demanding to be harvested. Of course, I knew about these, as he’d been bringing samples of them home for supper week after week.
The other was on the request of daughter and boyfriend: a trip to Imran’s in Birmingham’s Balti Belt. It was getting on for two years since we’d been there and it was even better than we’d remembered. I was glad that the honour of Brum was upheld!
So where does Dublin come in to this? It’s not even mentioned in the poem below. Daughter and boyfriend have been together for two years now, and the poem dates from about six years ago. This is a mother and daughter poem, so yes, it is about her, but it has a more general significance, in that it’s about the state of being in love. She looked so glowing with happiness when she arrived that it brought it all back to me (but not, I hasten to add, the previous cause of her joy) .
Take a look at the poem now, and if I tell you that I was at Trinity College in Dublin, and met my husband there, you might get the Dublin connection.
That Place
She’s a sunlamp! Her voice on the phone
emits a radiance that fills the hollow space
behind my breastbone, filters down
to where she used to prod and ripple
under my skin, strange little engine,
humming and growing.
Now, if I should touch the screen
when I download her emails
they’d scorch my hand.
I go to meet her at the station
and people step aside to let her pass
as if she’s ringed with flame.
My headlights seem redundant -
it’s her eyes triggering
the cats’ eyes on the road.
Her words are morsels of joy that she
feeds me like crystallized ginger
or Turkish Delight.
She’s reached that place I visited
so long ago I’d quite forgotten
how I used to tuck my left hand
in the small, back left-hand pocket of his
Levi’s as we trod the air
an inch above the pavement
and my heart, a supernova,
flaunted itself on my face with such dazzle
that passers-by would flinch and shield their eyes.
Unlike some of my other poems, there’s nothing in this one that I’d want to change. It’s also a good one to read aloud and I find that most people who hear it seem to be moved by it.(It’s funny how little things like a back pockets of a pair of Levis can be forgotten for years, and then make such an impact when they suddenly surface.) Ah, youth!



October 6th, 2009 at 5:35 pm
Hi Christine,
This is an absolutely terrific poem, blazing with the light of your daughter and the passion of youth that never leaves us.
October 6th, 2009 at 6:22 pm
Thank you for this kind comment, Alison
I’m so glad you’ve enjoyed reading it